Friday, October 17, 2008

Crunch Time!

lol faggot.. It's amazing how at first you got this amazing feeling of fondness and become a bit helpless until your thoughts get clouded and make you think that's what you like very much and would do anything in the world to grab it...


..but after a few days, it kinda went away just like that...and you're back to your old self. wtf -_- Such a lala situation.


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GAME TIME!

It's around ~6 hours till crunch time and here I am waking up to a "nightmare" (actually it's not even THAT scary -_-).. Since I've woken up anyways, I decided to get my hands on a few DS games that are kinda corrupted when I got it last time. Should finish before I go later :P.


Now now, I dunno what I'm feeling this few hours before game, but I know I am pumped up to give it all out. I have full trust in my teammates to not falter as well because I very well believe that we have a great chance to make it big. Just hope that nothing silly will happen before or during game(s). Who cares if we punched or make out or buttsecks after game?


How about nervousness? Hmm.. SCREW IT! Why would I feel nervous for?! This is my time, this is our time!

Let the MASSACRE and some slapfest begins!



PS: Though I know I won't be nervous, but I will still be shivering, shaking and shitz LOL

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Why?

Why? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???????????

Why do I feel this way? Why do I have to feel this way? What is it that make me feel this way?

Goshh this is so random... It is my ownself, ME, that is feeling this way, and I can't even explain it.. =/

Can't stand this helplessness. I need helppppppppppppppppp, srs help... :((((((((((((



helplessness

noun
1. powerlessness revealed by an inability to act; "in spite of their weakness the group remains active"
2. the state of needing help from something
3. a feeling of being unable to manage

-- from Dictionary.com


gg


http://www.coping.org/control/helpless.htm





plz start helping urself from now on